Too Much

I watched a coworker bury her 28 yr.old son today and I thought, 'this is too much'.
I was rejected by a lonely, awkward and interesting man this week after asking him out on a date and I knew it was too much.
I am not sure why I keep putting one foot in front of the other each day but, I do, and it feels like too much.

Somewhere along the way I got it all confused and now I am overwhelmed or maybe I am underwhelmed. Yeah.