Monday, August 06, 2007

Not too much to report.

School starts next week, the womanchild gets back from Orlando tomorrow night and work is still in high gear. Had a good conversation with the boss about promotions and such. We'll see if there is enough follow through to get me my well deserved prize.

I cleaned out my garage on Saturday - give me a cheer!!! It was so full of old clothes, papers, wood, carpet, books and general trash that it took 4 hours of sorting and 3 strong men to load it up and cart it away. But now, when Mom and I pull into the driveway it is like our own little bit of heaven. Nothing to bang our shins upon or snag a sandaled toe. Just open and empty garage space - such small things bring enormous pleasure.

On another note, I've started watching The Closer the past few weeks. Tonight, the man our heroine loves has asked her to marry him. It was such a sweet and well timed proposal I've got tears in my eyes. I do wonder why, craggy as I am, I still hope for Love that is romantic and sweet.

I'd have thought that I would have given up on all that Hallmark induced madness by the ripe old age of 50. But, try as I might to extinguish it, my heart still sparks and warms at the idea that there is a man who would understand, Love and care for me with abandon. I wonder what that's all about - real possibility or the last vestiges of mass hypnosis /socialization/
brainwashing?

Shift/change - I decided to expand my horizons and went to a Buddist meditation recently. Wasn't my first time ever, but the first since arriving in the bible-belted south. It was wonderful and I felt right at home. Funny how one spiritual practice seems to come more naturally than another. I appreciated the time I spent studying the bible (becasue I never really understood the teaching before coming down here), but it doesn't really feel like my path.

Well, that's it for me folks. Be very well each and every day.

14 comments:

Unknown said...

Glad whenever you blog, Gayle.

Hope for a man who understands, loves and cares with abandon? More like brush your teeth, wipe your ass... argue over both

Anonymous said...

Cleaned your garage?? What a human! I can't even make myself clean - well, anything. I fear I, too, have some fading but still alive belief in the existence ot someone to connect with. But at least I have licked the spiritual thing. Not a drop left.

Anonymous said...

We ALL hope for love that is romantic and sweet. I hope you find yours. Be well,
J.

Anonymous said...

Heya. Just popping by to say hi. Glad all seems to be well.

Gel.

banliyodennotlar said...
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banliyodennotlar said...

it's nice to hear from you again:) Yeah, i was kinda not able to go online in my flat and now i'm having an original summer :P so maybe i should catch up with my blog:)

Shift/change, it's kinda what i've been doing all the time, like nothing seems to be the path, but i hope Buddist meditation will be better for you. And the love is always a real possibility.

take care

Berque from MSN Spaces:)
http://berque6nall.spaces.live.com

Anonymous said...

Hello girl. Just checking my favourite blogs out. Hope all is well with you and the young womanchild.

Gel

Anonymous said...

I watched a couple of episodes of the Closer, and have found it to be pretty addicting. As far as the Buddhist ceremony, whatever brings you closer to a spiritual sense of the world is worth pursuing. Be well,
J.

Anonymous said...

Hey, sweetie, just checking in. Where are you? Hope all is well in a world made hilarious by madness.

Anonymous said...

Hmm - some of us are not the only ones leaving long gaps in our bloggery. Some others that some of us could mention seem to be doing the same...

Anonymous said...

Hey Gayle. Just checking in. A lot of people I met when starting my blog have gone kinda quiet - me included. I hope if they ever stop writing they will stop by and say hi now and again. Hope all is going well for you.

Gel.

Anonymous said...

I hope you are not exhausting yourself with all this constant blogging...

Anonymous said...

Just throwing some love at you and your CHUD.

Anonymous said...

Hey you.. its been far to long..
come on out.. enjoy the sun,and warmth of friends..
you have been missed